To: Sophie Flickwick
12, St. Mary's Grove
Barnes
London
Quinn McAvoy
Cephas Avenue
Bethnal Green
London
To my Sophie,
I heard about your mum, and I want you to know how sorry I am. I can't even begin to imagine how difficult it must be for you all, and please believe me when I say my heart and prayers has been with every single one of you. We've had our arguments, but I've always cared, and I always will. You're a diamond, Sophie, and I am so proud of you. You're a stronger person than I'll ever be.
Your mother was a beautiful, incredible, intelligent woman, and so warm - always so warm. And she always will be. Don't think of her as gone, because I know that somewhere, she's watching over all of you, and she's so proud that she's raised such a supportive, loving and close family. You're all a credit to your parents, in your own individual ways. Never forget that no matter where you go, your mum will be with you for every step of the way - always. Just because you can't see her anymore doesn't mean she's vanished, and I know that you might think I'm just talking a load of expected sentimental spiel, but I honestly mean it, and I honestly know that it's true.
I found that picture of us from the other summer, and sending you a little parcel is the very least I could do. We were all so happy back then, before the arguments, and now this. You don't deserve any of this, not one bit. I picked the jewellery myself, and I know you don't want gifts or presents or anything like that, but I figured it could be a sort of commemoration for your mum, something special to hold onto. I would've come to give it to you in person, but I wasn't sure that you'd want to see me, and I didn't want to cause any more distress than you need.
I'll
always be around for you Sophie. If you want to sit and talk about your mum, or just take your mind off things, or to just sit and cry, and reminisce, then my door is open.
I just thought that life's too short, and you need people right now. You need people that know you, that like you for being a beautiful individual, that love having you around. Because I do think that about you Soph: you're one of my best friends and I can't risk losing you.
Come and see me some time. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Love you,
Q
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