Alone, the wizard made a frustrated noise and brought his hand down on the table with a jarring
slam! He was upset by this news from Hogwarts but not surprised. It would have been stupid not to expect some follow up to those werewolf gloves. At least Feliks was safe.
That thought calmed him some. Balfour looked down at the papers on his desk, pushing aside the ones already signed. Underneath them was parchment of a different texture; slightly aged and richer. The kind of paper he used in his study at the manor.
His sharp handwriting massacred the first page, a brief outline of wedding vows to be read before their guests next month. It was short and relatively decent. Bal shuffled it to the back of the stack. Beneath his vows were three pages worth of notes, written in various inks over what looked to be a span of days if not weeks.
He was writing a letter to his future husband. It was an old-fashioned letter in concept, a love letter. What Balfour wanted to say to Johann, as they approached marriage, could not be said in open vows.
If observers thought the men to be nauseatingly romantic in public then their private lives would simply appall. Part of this had to do with the fact that so few knew of their true entanglement with Ira Almasy. What would they say, if told that Johann had threatened
[1] a murderess in defence of Balfour? Or told of the blood on their respective hands, blood only they could see, cleansed over and over by obscene acts of love?
His plan had been to tell Johann. Before the wedding, maybe, or on their honeymoon. But Balfour always struggled with expressing himself in words and he wanted his wizard to know exactly how he felt. Exactitude was better executed in writing than by tongue.
He picked up his quill thoughtfully and glanced at the clock. An hour to write, and then it was back to the lived reality. Back to dealing with the owls and writing to Feliks to ensure all was well.
Balfour dipped the nib into ink, brow dark with thought.
End