Arcturus watched her get to her feet. Oh, how hard it was to say anything about himself or his experiences. Sometimes he just wanted to talk, but he didn't think this was the right time to start. Maybe some other time when they actually had some proper free time.
"Frankly I don't want to talk about it now, but I'm okay with talking about it eventually. When, I don't know." He shrugged. "But there's a time and place for everything, and I don't think this is the right time. Especially because," he glanced at the clock on the wall, "my father's going to wake up pretty soon, and he will make you stay for tea if your'e still here when he comes down for breakfast. And I would rather you go and get your rest before your shift today."
"Very well then, you can have your two days off Arcturus, longer if you need so. I'll find someone to fill your place today and tomorrow."
He smiled gratefully at this, welcoming the idea of even a break to gather his emotions back together into one piece. "Thanks, Joy." As he spoke, he absently touched the spot she had rubbed on his palm, lingering on the brief sensation of her hand gripping his. He resolved to eventually, one day, trust her with his issues and hopefully get them straightened out once and for all.