October 18th

Dear... whatever the heck this is. Are you a diary? Or a journal? Am I supposed to spill all of my deepest and darkest secrets or regrets into your empty pages? What's going on here anyways?

Actually, I'm not here to argue with you, but I've got to tell you about my birthday. It was wicked! Have I ever told you that my friends are sort of amazing? Because they are, and it's crazy how awesome they are. Dessa, the pyro she is, gave me fireworks that were supposed to have a retardant bonded with them, but it didn't really work out that way. Dilly gave me a really nice bracelet, you know, like the kind you put charms on? So far I've got my Gryphon on there, the Gryffie symbol? It makes me happy... Oh! And her card had these magical butterflies in it, and a few popped off of the pages and they've been following me around. A few minutes ago, I actually trapped them in a little glass box, so they're fluttering around aimlessly for now. Is that butterfly abuse? And Annette made me a blanket! It's awesome! It had her name and a Gryphon on it as well, and there was the chocolate bacon ice cream... man, I'm so addicted it's not even funny.

Last but not least, the present that I think I cried over as soon as I got back to my dorm. Alice made me a journal of all the things we've done together. There were the rings we exchanged when we got married, a magical picture of her and I climbing in our tree, and she even had blood from the attack preserved in one of those plastic thingys. It was all too sweet. Although, my favorite picture might of been of me sitting in Annette's room, staring at all the things she had picked out for that total failure of a date. I was sticking my tongue out and looking generally bored, while Annette's eyes were bright and shining, like it was her date she was going on or something.

Seriously, I will never forget about this day. It made my top three days, one being the day I got home from St. Mungo's, two being today, and three being the day Alice and I tied up her brother and threatened him so that he would buy us ice cream.

That's all for now, Dessa's giving me that look again... better go see what I did.

Night!
~Lexi

Oct. 19

I'm putting my schedule in here. Because otherwise I'll never remember what the heck i'm doing. Normally I don't anyways... but whatever. Today was a normal boring day. Nothing to speak of... bye.

Time	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday
7:00 - 8:00 8:00 - 9:00 9:00 - 9:30 9:30 - 10:00 10:00 - 11:00 11:00 - 12:00 12:00 - 1:00 1:00 - 2:00 2:00 - 2:30 2:30 - 3:00 3:00 - 4:00 4:00 - 5:00 5:00 - 6:00 6:00 - 7:00	Breakfast | Charms | Defense | | | Transfiguration | Study Break | Lunch | History | | | | | | | | | Seminar | Dinner 11:30 pm - 12:30 am Astronomy	Breakfast | Potions | | | Herbology | | | Study Break | Lunch | Flying Lessons | | | | | | | | | Seminar | Dinner	Breakfast | Charms | Defense | | | Transfiguration | Study Break | Lunch | History | Astronomy | | | | | | | Seminar | Dinner	Breakfast | Potions | | | Herbology | | | Study Break | Lunch | | | | | Study Break | | | | | Seminar | Dinner	Breakfast | Charms | Defense | | | Transfiguration | Study Break | Lunch | History | Astronomy | | | | | | | Seminar | Dinner

January 3rd, 2010

Winter break was worse than I expected it to be. Jack's mom died, my mom basically disowned me; and my Daddy said I needed to write my feelings down.

I have a lot of feelings. Mainly I just can't stand Alice and Annette right now. If someone makes them cry, I'll bite them; but aside from that, I can't stand to be around them. Alice is just Alice. A Hufflepuff crybaby like you've never seen before. And it drives me insane. I know I'm supposed to be a good cousin here, but to be honest, she's driving me up the wall with her constant drama.

I'm not saying I don't have drama, but I don't flash it around. Yeah, everyone knows I'm a Werewolf. So what? My dorm mates watch me curl up under my blankets every now and then from the pain, but I don't let them see me cry. I don't let anyone see me cry.

I don't know what else to write, I'm just aggravated I guess... I don't know at what, but then again, I'm just a kid; what do I know?

Alexandra