All illusion comes and goes, but the soul remains unchanged.
Meher Baba
Cepheus Gamp had seen four in the morning. He was almost certain it hadn’t been a dream. He’d tossed, turned and flailed his legs, trying to get comfortable. Claude, his black and white cat, had given up trying to share the bed and relocated to his preferred armchair.
The wizard did not have work in the morning (barring any Being-related incidents), which was lucky. However, it wasn’t work that was causing a bout of stress-related insomnia, but a most unfortunate dinner and conversation with a dear friend, and briefly, boyfriend.
After Arcturus Hollingbury had left[1], Cepheus had moped. He’d played sad songs on the piano and chewed back over months of interactions searching for where it had all gone wrong. He drifted in the direction of blaming himself to overturning that stance, believing he had done the right thing and that he’d even been a fool to spend time on the other wizard. Then he’d felt guilty all over again.
Sleeping had been necessary but difficult. Even if he had finished the wine and opened another bottle. He’d stoppered it when the notes on the page had started to move of their own accord.
It was late enough for the sun to have crept above the horizon and dawn to have officially broken, but early enough for only Diagon shop keepers and traders to be busy outside on the cobbles. Cepheus was face first into a pillow, a mop of black mane on end. An unusual draught tickled his bare shoulders and disturbed his hair.